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I always do that when looking for new stories and I think it's a stupid feature.
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I am thinking about doing a pic of my fursona hugging him. I've always wanted to do a pic of her standing in the doorway with Preed in her arms and is calling for her parents to come and see the cute little "lizard" she found. I've had this idea WAY before I got Pippin, but now I think it would be cute to have Pippin sitting on my fursona's shoulders and giving Preed an envious stare.
It was just the level of detail the person put in when describing the pain Preed was going through because the veterinarian lady got kidnapped and presumably killed; Korso basically has to do the surgery himself and did not have ANY experience or knowledge of what to do and the anesthesia had worn off. THAT's what makes my head hurt.